I know I was joking a few posts ago, but I need to walk away for a while. My depression is kicking into overdrive, and my meds don't seem to be helping. I don't know how long I'll be away. I hope to shake this by Christmas, but I'm not counting on it. No issues with the family, its just me.
Ok I changed my mind again. Had a good nights sleep. I decided to walk away from any stress, I feel like a liberal cry baby. Several things triggered my depression. My oldest is still having employment issues in Fla. I thought and ASSumed that some land up north was going to be willed to me, or my kids, but was sold instead. I understand why it was sold. Again just a cry baby thing. I got up this am, but on my big boy pants and life goes on.
Maybe I should throw a fit about the land, but its too late. If I was working and my wife was too, we could have made an offer on it. But like I say Oil Well. Winter is going to drive me batty, but wait I am already on meds for that. This long weekend has thrown me off. youngest daughter is home every day. She usually is gone doing stuff at school. This week she has some finals as the trimester is done on the 1st of Dec.
Christmas brings me down, because I can't give my family gifts, being on a fixed income. Oh wait there is that cry baby mentality creeping in again. I guess I just need to suck it up, and move on. I told my family 4 years ago when I received my settlement money, we can stay in Fla. have money in the bank to milk, or move back home to MN be happy and be without a little nest egg.
Hard to believe we have been back in Mn for 4 years 7 months. Fla is just a memory now. Like when I lived in California back in the '70's it was just a 7 year vacation. Our snow is about gone again. What winter?? The weather guessers are saying rain/sleet/snow over the next 3 or 4 days. Yeah, OK.
The latest liberal cry baby moment is upon us, "We need a recount." I don't see things coming out any differently. Trump is well underway with picking his team. The only thing the crying criminal could do is keep all of Obama's butt kissers. She has no time to put together a cabnit. The clock is ticking 54 days until Obama is out of office.
Well kids, I think I will close this post, I'm going to try and stay away from the news webs sites until tomorrow, But well see how that goes. Stay Safe, and Stay Warm if its cold in your neck of the woods, or cool if its hot out.
REMEMBER ONLY BABIES AND LIBERALS CRY.
Real Americans get off the floor dust themselves off and get back into the fight.
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8 comments:
Take care of yourself and come back when you are ready. We'll be here.
Rob, take the break and relax. Blogging can be a burden sometimes and you need to step away once in a while. I found myself in that situation and had to reset what I was doing. For me the political scene was and still is getting to me. I just don't know what the future holds for all of us. So sit back with a big cup of coffee and your wife sitting in your lap for starters! :-)
Later,
Mike
Changed my mind. Please reread my post. I had a liberal moment...
Hi Mike, sorry you wasted your time reading my cry baby post. I added alot more. I had my cry baby liberal fit and now i'm good. Please reread my post.
I read the whole post, and understood both the "I'm quitting" and "I'm back" moments. I've been there ... both "theres" ... many times. Just remember it's only a hobby, not an obligation. Write if & when you feel like it. We'll still be here. :)
Thanks Padre. Yes this is a hobby, but at the same time I use this to vent and learn from others. CAP is a hobby too, but since change of command I feel less motivated. At times I feel left out. When I ask what did I miss I'm told nothing, then find out there was a class I could have sat in on. But after missing one meeting i'm so far behind why bother to catch up...... shrugs shoulders...
Not a problem Rob. We're all under a lot of stress today and that sometimes leads to venting and most times venting is good for your health.
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